Authors Note: This is the 22nd entry in a 23 part series – my reactions to each item on the post 23 Things Every Woman Should Stop Doing. Please join the conversation.
During this time of the year, chances are many of us have been traveling around to visit family, friends, and others with whom we have a chance to connect as we travel back to our childhood and/or family homes. As we do this – and as we wind down our travel time – consider this:
21. Spending time with people out of obligation. Just because you spent every waking moment of your elementary school days with someone doesn’t mean you have anything in common with her now. There’s no need to see every old friend and third cousin who passes through your city. Be intentional about who you spend your time with and allow yourself to let some relationships fade away naturally.
This one goes hand in hand with the post relating to entry number 20 – “Day 17: Albatross or Songbird” – when we talked about cutting off/banishing toxic friendships/relationships with your life – and entry number 2 – “Day 2: Affirmative Action” – where we discuss saying “yes” to everyone even when you don’t want to do something. However, this one goes in a little bit of a different direction – in this case, what we’re really talking about is a sense of obligation.
When was the last time you went back to visit your family, and you heard that one of your old elementary or high school friends was in town? Or better yet – someone’s first cousin, three times removed, was visiting, and they’d really “love it if you’d stop by” (even though the last time you saw this person was in 3rd grade and you have zero contact with them now)? Unlike saying “yes” to everything because you don’t want to – in these instances, I tend to have this feeling that goes something like this – “I really don’t want to go – but I SHOULD go – because it’s (family/friend/etc.). If I don’t, (fill in the name of relative or other friend) will be really upset with me.”
Talk about issues colliding! Here we have a situation in which you DON’T want to do something, that you are possibly connecting with people who add zero value to you at the present moment (or who maybe never did except when you were FIVE), and the “good girl syndrome” all blending together in an obligation casserole. I mean – how much guilt, regret, disappointment, etc., can you handle all at once?
Evidently – quite a bit.
These moments happen to us all. At these times, I tend to focus on what is important to me. Do I really need to/want to connect with this person? Maybe or maybe not. Is this a possible relationship that I can reconnect with and really learn from? Could be. Is this a relationship that – when I was active in it before – brought me joy and/or something more, or that I contributed positively to? Possibly.
When I consider these things – I come back to what fulfills me and brings me joy. But I also consider the joy of the other person as well. I end up splitting these moments at about 50/50. Sometimes I go and sometimes I don’t. Sometimes – I’m just too tired to function and I know that I’d be a horrible companion/company for the evening, so I spare my grade school friend and/or relative the bear of dealing with a grumpy JPK. Other times – I change my mindset and embrace the possible. I’ve rekindled some amazing connections this way.
The point of all of this rambling is simple – you have to do what is best for you at that moment. Go if you want to – or if you feel ready to go . Don’t if you don’t want to. Never let the lone sentiment of obligation rule your decision, for if you do, you will become a slave to it, and that will never bring you or anyone else around you joy.
How do you handle situations like this?